Meditation

Today I meditated to the rising sun, a rare and amazing and sometimes difficult experience. Each time I am miraculously able to get in this time I think to myself, I must do this every day, and how much better my life would be! My days would be calmer, more centered, more grounded. I would be able to interact with more integrity and mindfullness.
Someday when all of this childrearing is done I will live in a monastery. Or an ashram. Whichever calls me. But it does call me. I have to remember that this life right now is perfect and beautiful, and it is not the only life I will have. But it is also fleeting! Love to all.