inconceivable

Today is Thursday, November 10, 2005, and this is my first letter to you, my second child. Today was the day we found out officially of your existence, though I already knew, from the moment your father and I loved you into this world. I knew that whole night, and wasn't even aware before then that I was ready to open my heart to another child, but I found very soon after that indeed I was ready. Then came all the telltale symptoms, and the way I know my body, I knew you were already here.
There is no question that I already know and love you.
We all do. We are anxiously awaiting your arrival! Luka, your big brother, keeps talking about you as well. I can't sleep, I am so excited. I was wondering why I was so emotional, but now I know. You are coming!! Across the veil! Welcome, my dear!